A (bitter) Poem for the Loved Ones

Love sometimes knocks on our hearts
but just in different parts
and with different starts
That's what makes it hard
knowing that we have to be apart
since we have different starts

It really hurts to see
that we are never meant to be
Together will we never be
I know clearly
that you really love me
But I am not free

What can I say?
Maybe, "Don't you ever go away"?
But, you'll only think that I merely play
I know my words will never make you stay
That's why I just simply pray
your pain will eventually go away.


*Selfishness and greed should be blown away to make someone happy
Sometimes it is much better to let someone go than to hurt him/her more*

*continuation of the drama of Literature class* :p

Setia atau Mendua, Bukan Semua

Kepada
Dia
yang cintanya tak juga tampak dan yang (mungkin) menganggapku sedang mendua

sayang,
bukan aku tak setia
pun aku mendua
hanya saja
memang aku sedang ada di antara dua
hatimu ataukah hatinya

sayang,
bukan aku tak mencinta
namun kau tak juga segera
ungkapkan apa yang kau rasa
sedang dia
selalu ada
di kala aku berduka

sayang,
bukan aku tak setia
bukan pula kuingin mendua
hanya satu yang kupinta
yakinkanlah aku secepatnya
sebelum akhirnya
aku benar pergi bersamanya


Aku,
yang berjuang dengan hati

*dedicated to those whose love is still undecided*