Ungkapan

hmmmm...

aQ pengen ngungkapin sesuatu yang lagi aQ rasain sekarang....
aQ baru sadar berdiri di balik bayang seseorang terasa sangat menyesakkan...
aQ nggak tau itu sampai akhirnya aQ sadar kalo selama ini ada seseorang yang ngangep aQ hanya sebagai sesatu yang ada dalam hidupnya bukan seseorang...
Selama ini ternyata aQ hanya bisa ngeliat dia dari belakang dari dalam bayang-bayangnya bukan dari hadapannya atau mungkin sampingnya.aQ selalu saja hanya mampu melihat punggungnya pergi menjauh dan semakin menjauh dari hadapku..seolah aQ tak akan pernah bisa meraihnya.
aQ merasa iri dengan seseorang yang selalu dipandang olehnya.seolah ia tak pernah mau melepaskan pandangannya walau sedetik.seolah ia tek rela kehilangan kesempatan untuk selalu melihat seseorang itu.
Dia...memandang seseorang itu dengan tatapan yang memang hanya untuk "dia" seorang
apa aQ nggak akan pernah bisa lepas dari bayangnya dan berdiri sendiri, membuatnya melhat aQ yang sebenarnya?

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Hati..
Terluka perih
tertusuk ribuan duri
Memandang pedih
sang pujaan hati
berjalan bersama sang mentari

Diri...
terasa mati
di dalam bayang kasih
Tak mampu bersanding
tak berbanding dengan mentari

Sakit..
Perih...
Pedih...
sadar aku tak akan pernah bisa bersanding di samping yang terkasih

David Archuleta A Little Too Not Over You lyrics

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best
I know it is
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Memories supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart
Shake it off let it go
Didn't think it would be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back
Yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, ohhh.

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you

Not over you, ooh.

We Will Not Go Down

A blinding flash of white light
Lit up the sky over Gaza tonight
People running for cover
Not knowing whether they're dead or alive

They came with their tanks and their planes
With ravaging fiery flames
And nothing remains
Just a voice rising up in the smoky haze

We will not go down
In the night, without a fight
You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools
But our spirit will never die
We will not go down
In Gaza tonight

Women and children alike
Murdered and massacred night after night
While the so-called leaders of countries afar
Debated on who's wrong or right

But their powerless words were in vain
And the bombs fell down like acid rain
But through the tears and the blood and the pain
You can still hear that voice through the smoky haze

We will not go down
In the night, without a fight
You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools
But our spirit will never die
We will not go down
In Gaza tonight

by Michael Heart

Nilai Try Out 2 Q

Hwa... akhirnya try out 2 Q udah kelar dan hasilnya udah keluar....

jeng jeng jeng....
emang sih hasilnya ada peningkatan dari TO 1 Q
jumlahnya 43,3 dengan rincian

BIN:8.00
BIG:8.05
KIM:7.75
BIO:7.00
FIS:6.00
MAT:6.50

hwahaha nilai Q ancur kan???

yah Q cuma bisa berusaha n ngarep moga UAn ntar nilai Q gak seancur ini...AMIN..

Edward, The Cullens, books

Ni.... Q mw posting gambar2 nya Edward Cullen...
Gak tw kenapa ni Q jdi tergila-gila ma film fiksi kayak gini.... tapi emang Edward Cullen tu the most handsome VAMPIRE in the world now hwahahaha...





Q udah beli bukunya (tetraloginya) yang nomer 2 (new Moon) ma nomer 3 (Eclipse) akhirnya.... perjuangan tuh ngrayu2 mama Q hwahaha... tapi bodohnya ni... kemaren tuh Q nglakuin satu kebodohan...
apa tuh???
Q lupa gak pake helm hwahahaha.... ya jadinya Q musti naek angkot dah.... bodoh bodoh...

nih cover nya tapi versi e-book nya...

try Out Q parah....

Gila.....

Q bqru aj slese TO minggu kmaren....
n Q kira hasilnYa gak JeleK2 amat...tapi ternyata....
nilai B. Indonesia Q.... anjlok jauuuuhhhhh bgt dari perkiraan Q...padahal kalo dicocokin manual nih nilai Q gak jelek2 amat lah....yang salah siapanya coba???
tapi anehnya yang laennya tuh kagak jauh2 bgt dari prediksi Q....

hiks...gmn caranya bilang ma ortu ni????
parahnya lagi hasil TO itu bakal dikasiin langsung k ortu... hwaaaa.....

kesiksa deh Q...